Monday, January 14, 2008

WoooHOOO finally passed my tp...

8points... finally a quailfied SAF driver...

next target is to get a civilian licence lol...

Many things unexpected....
Mostly comes with surprises...

Saturday, January 12, 2008

13 of January...

And I am still at my driver course which is supposed to end at 9th of January...
wth happened?

Ashamed to say I failed my tp 2 times...
reason to give myself:
- tester fucked up...
- my driving and observation sux...
- the vehicle sux...
- my own instructor never once encourage me that I will be able to pass my tp instead he keep pouring cold water over me...

More than half of my platoon have dekit and I am one of the few that still stuck here... agrhhh...

MONDAY tp again... gambateyo!!!! RAWR!!!!!

hao sianz now have not recovered from yesterday headach... ouch >.<

Yesterday went to the beach caused zaw zaw aung came back from canada lol...
been ages since i been to beach, would be really nice if I could go to the beach ever now and then... really loved that place...

Everytime I go to the beach, I always pictured myself lying on the sandy beach with my girlfriend late in the night just the two of us looking into the sky, enjoying the sea breeze and looking at the stars.

How freaking perfect and nice it will be...

when will that ever happen lol... *dream*

Been watching suzuka anime series...
gosh see liao really dui but still really nice to watch...

missed out on alot of my friends gathering recently... haiz...

I want to play badminton!!!

loneliness hard to bear...

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Year 2008! happy new year....

Life hasn't been much better...

currently is undergoing the driver course and going to take TP next week... (hopefully this time there's no more changes)

Class 4 driving licence haha, is there anything cooler than that? To me, all that I am doing is just "one day pass one day" until the day I ORD and wished that that this year there is a university that will accept me.

Year 2007....

last year, there were a lot of moments thou mostly I personally would rather I forget them.
As jun said, it's a year that we graduated from polytechnic and gotten our diploma cert.

I cried, laugh, was angry, was sad and learned to accept the unacceptable this year...
It's the year I entered army and learned that the world isn't what I pictured it to be...

I fail my last year resolution terribly....

Got myself in to countless of conversation regarding my 'religion or believe', "free thinker"
and in those conversation I sort of understand even further why i chose to be free thinker.
Not like in the earlier days where by it may be just pure ignorance of a supreme and the believe in science that let me into being a free thinker.

Simple put to me, i still believe in science where by all the things just happened naturally cause it all happened at the right place, at the right time. And if I was ever wrong, that there really must be creator of all this, I believe "it" is just the one and only but he is not in the form of Jesus or Buddha but rather he is all the same one... (and maybe "it" is a female too...)
Thus I free think, thus I am a free thinker....

Year 2007,
Met a lot of new people but sadly they are all guyz..,
and the most common topic of all is the opposite---"girls"
and I can 'sompa gua ji gua lan pa' that it will come to a point where they ask,

They: U have a girl friend?
Me: No...
They: cannot be lar u this kind no girl friend...
Me: but really dun have what...
They: liew, I this kind obese also have girl friend u dun have...
Me:....
They: then u surely have girl friend before right?
Me: yeah...
They: how many?
Me: 1...
They: y break? or how long together before u all break?
Me: a few months... I dun even know y I break up...

(after this point, I would get a little emotional or sometimes none at all cause i got rather immune... But everything would just flashed back across... that may cause me to lose sleep over a few nights...)

Me: not compatible bah... though I really loved her & I believe she did love me during that period of time...
They: I see...

One and a half year le bah...
There hasn't been a single day/night I dun think of her even if it's just a second...
Thou I understand and accepted it and even learn to laugh at it...
As I gave myself a reason...

2008 resolution: get a driving licence, get in university, expand social circle and have fun... and if can more than 3, be cool and smile more =D

U were always the one...
it's just that I'm not the one for u...