Rusty haha...

SO much for new blog when so far it has only two miserable post..

Hai...
I guess every time I blog, it will just be on sad things cause only when sad things happen to me then I will have the urge to blog...

IS LIFE FAIR?

I really could not answer that question... cause it has been really good to me but at another hand it is really cruel and torturous...

Yeah...
I suffered another setback in life I would say...
people would kill me if they ever reads this, and I know they will cause I would kill myself for whining at such a puny thing...

Just graduated from signal insitute, and I have been posted to 163 SQN (air force) as a signaller...
A lot people goes like wah... air force... sure good life, sure slack...
But me on the other hand got really disappointed...

All I ever wanted was to stay back to become a CSO in signal insitute so that I could teach and at least enjoy army at least...
I worked hard for it... and I dare to say I did suffered a fair share to rightfully deserve a place.

But no... fate just likes to toy with me... me: NGOH SI YAN...

why??? why??? why??? I would just ask myself over and over again... why has it happens once again...
Always farking suay, farking unlucky... (that's y I am pessimistic)

The story goes...
I already been norminated to stay back in SI to be a CSO, but however due to some reasons, I was not chosen due to CPB posting...
In-deep story...
I was chosen to stay at SI to be CSO but however, my name was picked out and replaced by someone thus I was posted to 3 sig Bn however I think someone helped me get into air force...

Just isn't fair!!!!@!@!

Just hope everything is steady in 163 SQN...

I would grow stronger out of it...